It's not easy to believe God alone, sometimes we tend to do things in our own way after waiting for sometimes and there is no response from God.
My faith is too little
It's has been a long time i didn't pray God hardly
In difficulties, I can't feel Him, and thus i move on my own way
For a long time i didn't ask Him about His way for me
No answer
And i did feel that He didn't give the best for me
I used to get everything i want as long as i did put hard work on it
in study
in learning piano and music especially
but waiting God is different
it test my faith and patience
even there is hard work
in gospel spreading, in building others, in bringing others to God, in refining management...
the effects are always none or tiny
and i lost my burning heart for Him
lost my love to others
move back to my own way
and planned for my own and my family's sake
i became a Christian as in the Church of Laodicae, neither cold nor hot
since long long time ago
Last night their faith inspired me
They seek God's will
They care and love for others
They prepare themselves to be used by God
They care about the solutions for church's and fellowship's betterment
Buddies thanks for your sharing
Shall me repent and regain the burning heart for God!
Repent!!!